I Just Want to Be Normal Sized

I just want to be normal sized again. I've worn all black for several years now. I add color to my wardrobe only with my accessories. Black jeans, black skirts, black tops, black sweaters...black, black, black--that's all I buy. And I am sick of it. Besides, I still look big! I might as well wear red. Or white.

I'm tired of wearing black all the time. Yes, black looks sophisticated and classy. And black is slimming. But when you get as big as I am, you still look big, no matter what color you're wearing. I AM tired of wearing black all the time.

But more importantly, I'm tired of being big.

Last summer all I wore was black capris. And I did NOT look good in them. I looked like a big woman wearing black capris.

I want to wear shorts. No, not short shorts. I'm a mother, a cub scout den leader, and I'm involved in a number of volunteer organizations. I don't want to sport around town wearing hot pants. But I'd love to wear some nice looking walking shorts. Khaki, perhaps. 

And I'd like to wear pink.